"GROPING IN DARK"

I am groping in DARK..
trying to find my PATH
Hilarious is balance
Losing all my sense...

I am groping in DARK
Trying to find my path...

Though i understand
but sitting on a fence
can't fall N unable to stand
Is tearing me apart..

I am groping in DARK
Trying to find my path...

Steep feels the WAY..
NO torch to see...
NO ONE to say..
Let GOD get it sort

I am groping in DARK
Trying to find my path....

SOULMATE...

U r my SOULMATE....
N somehow i know that...
This all a passing phase
We all in Life's RACE...
Still...i know that...
U r my SOULMATE....

We been TOGETHER..
N strifed for Ages..
Travelled in Cocoons
Can see the Flashes...

U my armour....
N ma Saviour
Devouring Moments
And time TOGETHER...

Still, if  U go mad...
Me exclaiming all that..
Search deep to the core
As U a sensitive SOUL
M sure SHALL know that..
Yess...U r my SOUL,MATE....

AAP KEHETE RAHE.....

AAP KEHETE RAHE...HUM SULAGTE RAHE...
ISHQ KI TISHNAGI SE,KUCHH SAHEMTE RAHE....
 HAI JO HAMSAFAR TOH, KYUN RUKH BADAL RAHE
JISM AUR YEH JAAN KYUN ALAHIDA CHAL RAHE...

   JUSTJU GUM GAYI ,NAUMEEDI KE SEENE MAIN....
ISHQ KI SARGOSHI MAIN, HOSH MERE GUM RAHE..
AAP KEHETE RAHE ,HUM SULAGTE RAHE
ISHQ KI TISHNAGI SE, KUCHH SAHEMTE RAHE..

BEKHABAR YUN HUE AEHTRAAM NA RAHA...
BESABAB HI SAHI, ASHQ BAS DHALTE RAHE
PURSUKUN KI KHALISH DIL MEIN YUN PALTI RAHI
KHWAB HUM BAN GAYE,DARDE-ZEEST SEHTE RAHE...

AAP KEHTE RAHE..HUM SULAGTE RAHE
ISHQ KI TISHNAGI SE, KUCHH SAHEMTE RAHE.....

BEING EDGY....

Mind-the most lethal weapon is becoming a pool-puddle all muddled up these days. so many issues running in mind that scanning the brain is getting harder...and harder to look out for the intrusion of virus inside this disc of mine.
Focus and willingness are tearing me apart in different directions.the call of hour is the need to harmonize the higher octane....
Music is the only way i can see to deal with all though it also exemplifies things at times...the process is slow and tedious still have to keep going...there's no leisure of following heart how so ever badly i want to...may be for good ..it's the need of hour..
keep telling myself to have faith in cosmos is the only thing, keeps me going as i know everything gonna be fine..
Chaos can be productive too this is my experience and living chaotic has it's own share of benefits..it pushes me to the edge and voila!!! there i draw my strength...as edge is risky but lotta fun...
so....M EDGY.....N M LOVING IT.... :)