Sulagte Rishte...

Geele se par fir bhi sulagte rishte
Bheega daaman jalate hain...
 jalti tapti saanso mai palte
Ankhon ka paani ban jaate hain...
Geele se par fir bhi sulagte rishte..

dhoop thaharti hai zara
toh aus ki aas jagti hai..
shan bhangurta pal do pal ki
aur bulbule jhad jaate hain..
Geele se par fir bhi sulagte rishte
Bheega daaman jalate hain..

Aks bhi shakhsiyat ka aaine ko poochhta hai
dil jaanta hai nahi hasil,fir bhi apnapan dhoondhta hai
badalti shaql ki aiyariyon mai
kyun pratibimb dhundhlate hain
Geele se par fir bhi sulagte rishte
Bheega daman jalate hain....
jalti tapti saanso mai palte
aankhon ka paani ban jaate hain..

Magnitude of Gratitude....ii

yep...Back again after a long hiatus. though wasn't hibernating still all of sudden while wandering through my own set of problems i realized how BLESSED i am and decided to show some Gratitude and say thanks to the Nature and God for that.
For past some days i kept on cribbing on one or the other thing. suddenly, i was trying to bind myslef in  imaginary limitations with the feel that it will lead to eternal happiness.
i stumbled upon a video and it hit me that in the process i was abandoning myself from abundance. The Magnitude of Gratitude is so vast . And i have it all in my life and else whatever i have desired till date sooner or later got bestowed upon me with all the gusto.
Still,here i was cribbing and complaining. So i told myself to take the liberty and express my Gratitude to GOD by saying thanks and asking for forgiveness for my pettiness and intolerance.
Hereby, i realized that i do have whatever i  wished for and worked hard for and i am indeed a blessed child safe in God's hand, pampered well. I LOVE YOU GOD and pray to you to remain loving to me and bestow me with all the love n care that i desire and strive for, AMEN...

Beautiful.............

Tis a BEAUTIFUL feel

To love n be loved

To give back the Nature

And to reach the sky above...

 Slimmer R the chance

That U miss the dance

of LIFE n DESTINY

Jus have faith in someone UP...

 Tis a beautiful feel 

To love and be loved.....

Journey so FAR

Is wide n long

But m a girl 

full of life n STRONG

walking through ma part

Asking companion now to SHOW UP..

Tis a beautiful  feel 

To love n be loved

To give back the NATURE

And to reach the SKY above......

NIGHT.....

The nite is dark n cold
Though was already been told
Still,loneliness creeped in
With dollop of in-difference rolled
 The nite is dark n cold...

I call it with drawl at-times
Coz it matches n rhymes
The numbness that dies down
Telling heart not to be told
 The nite is dark n cold...

Persuasion is thy name
Tat's wat they call the game
Far-fetched seems heart's role
Follow mind tat's wise n old
Repeatedly,I have been told

So...the nite is dark n cold
M lonely,though wise n bold
But the nite is dark n cold...

"GROPING IN DARK"

I am groping in DARK..
trying to find my PATH
Hilarious is balance
Losing all my sense...

I am groping in DARK
Trying to find my path...

Though i understand
but sitting on a fence
can't fall N unable to stand
Is tearing me apart..

I am groping in DARK
Trying to find my path...

Steep feels the WAY..
NO torch to see...
NO ONE to say..
Let GOD get it sort

I am groping in DARK
Trying to find my path....

SOULMATE...

U r my SOULMATE....
N somehow i know that...
This all a passing phase
We all in Life's RACE...
Still...i know that...
U r my SOULMATE....

We been TOGETHER..
N strifed for Ages..
Travelled in Cocoons
Can see the Flashes...

U my armour....
N ma Saviour
Devouring Moments
And time TOGETHER...

Still, if  U go mad...
Me exclaiming all that..
Search deep to the core
As U a sensitive SOUL
M sure SHALL know that..
Yess...U r my SOUL,MATE....

AAP KEHETE RAHE.....

AAP KEHETE RAHE...HUM SULAGTE RAHE...
ISHQ KI TISHNAGI SE,KUCHH SAHEMTE RAHE....
 HAI JO HAMSAFAR TOH, KYUN RUKH BADAL RAHE
JISM AUR YEH JAAN KYUN ALAHIDA CHAL RAHE...

   JUSTJU GUM GAYI ,NAUMEEDI KE SEENE MAIN....
ISHQ KI SARGOSHI MAIN, HOSH MERE GUM RAHE..
AAP KEHETE RAHE ,HUM SULAGTE RAHE
ISHQ KI TISHNAGI SE, KUCHH SAHEMTE RAHE..

BEKHABAR YUN HUE AEHTRAAM NA RAHA...
BESABAB HI SAHI, ASHQ BAS DHALTE RAHE
PURSUKUN KI KHALISH DIL MEIN YUN PALTI RAHI
KHWAB HUM BAN GAYE,DARDE-ZEEST SEHTE RAHE...

AAP KEHTE RAHE..HUM SULAGTE RAHE
ISHQ KI TISHNAGI SE, KUCHH SAHEMTE RAHE.....

BEING EDGY....

Mind-the most lethal weapon is becoming a pool-puddle all muddled up these days. so many issues running in mind that scanning the brain is getting harder...and harder to look out for the intrusion of virus inside this disc of mine.
Focus and willingness are tearing me apart in different directions.the call of hour is the need to harmonize the higher octane....
Music is the only way i can see to deal with all though it also exemplifies things at times...the process is slow and tedious still have to keep going...there's no leisure of following heart how so ever badly i want to...may be for good ..it's the need of hour..
keep telling myself to have faith in cosmos is the only thing, keeps me going as i know everything gonna be fine..
Chaos can be productive too this is my experience and living chaotic has it's own share of benefits..it pushes me to the edge and voila!!! there i draw my strength...as edge is risky but lotta fun...
so....M EDGY.....N M LOVING IT.... :)